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[ filtered away from drones , semi-hackable musings ]
I believed in them. I believed that this would all be okay, and over very soon.  We were supposed to get through this... I have big brothers here, like Satoko did back home, and a family, and all of my friends...

M-my best friend, Hanyuu...
Big brother Kaito... maybe Edward as well...

I can't just stand by and pray for happiness anymore.
I won't just stand by....
Even if that's all that I can do...
[ public ]
Keiichi! After this, I don't know how much reasoning people will have. P-please keep yourself safe... I don't want to lose you too.

Why would someone do this... Please, don't let this continue... I'll do anything to make it stop.

[ Public ]
mii. It is good to see the riots have calmed down. But I think that we should still play it safe. Is everyone okay? I hope that that mean mean Grady does not do anything worse. Please be careful.

Also, I heard that there are some magical witches here. Is that true? I always wanted to meet a real live witch, yeah!
[ Filtered to Hanyuu ]
Have you learned of the recent turn of events from Mion?
I trust Keiichi... For sure, I'm certain... He'll solve this... I'm sure...

And perhaps... have you spoken to her? "Frederica Bernkastel"?
[ Filtered to Edward ]
I have a favor to ask. 

[ Private ]
( Savin' Space! )

[ Filtered away from Drones, Slightly Private ]
So, Mayfield is taking a note from Hinamizawa? From what I've gathered, there has not been much peace in Mayfield lately.  Murders, to be exact. I suppose it was too much to hope that all Mayfield would supply were little games. Even with revivals, death is painful to experience. I don't recall it ever getting easier...
At the very least, I have not heard of any more murders lately.  Whatever had happened must have calmed down.

[ Public ]
mii~ii! Are there any Doctors in Mayfield? I have a tummy ache! And in Hinamizawa, Dr.Irie always made my "ow ow"  hurts go away... So I want to visit the doctor here, yeah. But not a Drone doctor... they are super scary, yeah...

[ Note that Rika is lying about her stomach ache. ]

mii~ii!!! I found a phone, nano desu! It sounds like it is calling someone!

Hello hello!
Can you hear me?
It is very lonely here in the house all alone! Boohoo, so empty and sad. Are any of my friends busy? Can we play games?
Is Akasaka there?
I want to practice the shrine dance with mom! Is mom here?
Or will someone play with me? I want to play, nano desu!

[ Rika's gone back to being 4, though she still has her usual Frederica mentality. She just assumes this is another "new world" revival. ]

Oh, so we're voting this time, are we? Sounds like an interesting game... If you're being so persistent, then I'll certainly play with you, Mayfield. Hinamizawa Games Club members don't lose, you know.

Edward, Gohan, Patchouli. Are things okay at your houses?

[ Rika has ditched Keiichi to go try voting, and to check the status of the other houses.  Probably not a smart idea, but she's armed herself with bug spray and a broom just in case the drones try attacking. ]

mii! Halloween sounds like fun nano desu!
Keiichi! Mi! Hanyuu!
Let's go trick-or-treating together nano desu!
Edward! Gohan! Patchouli!
You should come too nano desu!

[ Private - hackable ]
Though it is rather suspicious. A holiday for free candy? With "Trick" or treating? Mayfield seems to enjoy taking silly things like this one step too far. I would not be surprised if Mayfield tried to play a "trick" rather than treat us.

I look forward to it. *gigglegiggle* Make it interesting, Mayfield.

[ Private ; hackable, namely by Hanyuu ]

So the epidemic has passed. Once again, this town displayed its routine of death with revival. I believe I can solidify my theory that this town doesn't want to kill us, just torment us, with this past display. Mayfield must be a very spoiled brat place, then, if it thinks it can play forever with us as its little toys.
On the other hand, Mayfield has also made itself a bit more predictable with this last display. Red Asian Flu and communism.  I wonder if that was supposed to be amusing? If it was, Mayfield has a poor sense of humor, and I believe it is becoming closer to the time when I will have to return the favor. *giggle giggle* Mayfield, your turn is almost up. Look forward to my turn, hmm?

[ Public ]
nyao~~. Everyone, how are you~? Everyone is all super better, right? I am sorry for not being able to take care of everyone!

Keiichi, Mi, Hanyuu, are you feeling better? We should get together to play soon! 

mii... There were bad kitties last night, weren't there? I heard that they snuck into a place they should not be. Sneaky Sneaky.  They were punished for being bad. Are all the kitties okay now? If they're hurting then I can give them band-aids nano desu, but I don't think they should do that again.  It worries the other kitties when their "nya nya" neko-san friends go to scary places... nyao... It worries me when they do that...

[ Filtered to Patchouli; hackable by others ]
In regards to this supposed "Red Asian Flu"... I have a request. In exchange for some more lunches, might you perhaps gather me some books on the Asian countries in the 1950s? I highly doubt such a disease really exists. If it does then these people are terrible at naming their illnesses, and I am very disappointed. I feel they're referring to something quite different, but need to confirm it.
I do not require that you read them; I merely need help fetching them from the library. Your cooperation would be greatly appreciated.
[ Filtered to Edward ]
You're such a "Good Boy", aren't you? Quite well-behaved. I knew we could all trust you to count on in our times of need. 
[ Filtered to Van ]
I enjoyed having breakfast together nano desu! How have you been since then? I went ahead and figured out some things about your children at school. One of them is most definitely a drone.  The other seems too boring to be a drone. So please be careful, sir!

 [ Private; hackable by friends ]
I knew they were going... yet I did nothing. Why is it that all I can do it watch? I'm sick of it... I'm sick of this world where no one learns from their mistakes. I'm sick of watching these people make the same foolish moves over and over. How many times must they burn their hands on the stove before they realize not to touch it? When will these people learn to do things differently? Someone needs to invent oven mits in this world, before the oven takes their hands off all together.

Mii. Can anyone please tell me more about the "Hughes" family nano desu? I would also like to talk to the adults of that household nano desu.  Thank you very much for your help.

[ Filtered to Ed ]
I will keep an eye on "Hawkeye" as well as Alphonse for the time being. Please do not worry.
Also you... you do not need to look out for Rena anymore...

[ Filtered to Hanyuu ]
... Rena... has become a drone. It seems we at least do not need to worry about the syndrome... but we still could not protect her...
For now, I will be keeping an extra close eye on Keiichi... I will not... I will not let that happen again...

A-also... Miyuki... Akasaka's daughter, Miyuki, is here... You remember her, don't you? From the worlds where Akasaka heeded my warning... She is with a family with the name "Hughes". I will learn as much as I can about them...

[ Filtered to Keiichi ]
nya~o. Keiichi, Keiichi. I heard the stars will look nice tonight. Come over and we can go stargazing, sir.
Have the people of Mayfield been nice to you so far? I want to hear about all of Keiichi's new friends nano desu!

[ Filtered to Miyuki ]
Miyuki, how are you doing? Is your family being nice to you? Keiichi is starting a Games Club. Will you join with me, Miyuki?

nyao~. I got an item from home nano desu... But it is a bit embarrassing.  Cat ear headband and tail nano desu... But if I'm going to start up the Games Club here then I will need punished game stuff, so I guess this is okay.  And I am very happy to get something from home nano desu! I hope that Mi and Shi and Satoko do not miss these those.

[ Filtered to Keiichi ]
Is Keiichi settling in okay? Is your family still the same? You should come over for lunch sometime. Rena, Hanyuu, and you. We could play cards... mii~~. Wouldn't that be fun?

[ Filtered to Family ]
Two of my friends from home have come to Mayfield! Are they allowed to come over and play sometimes nano desu? And Keiichi's family is a lot of drones! Can he stay over lots so he does not have to play with them? I will take good care of him and feed him and teach him to be good, I will, I promise!

[ Filtered to Hanyuu ]
Have you observed anything of interest as of late? It seems that now Keiichi has arrived here as well... Finding a way to get Rena and him home should now be our top priority... From the sounds of it, they have found a happy ending in the future. I would hate to mix them up in our unfinished destinies again.
There is also the fact that they have both left Hinamizawa...  I pray that when they arrived in this place it truly took everything from them, including that horrible disease.

[ private; hackable by friends, but not Rena ]
Rena... is here. She can't leave Hinamizawa... if she does then... certainly, without fail, if Rena leaves Hinamizawa... and even if she doesn't...
I can't stand by idly and watch. I can't let those horrible futures affect Mayfield... it's bad enough already...
... I need to speak to a doctor. Not a drone doctor. A real doctor. Someone with medical experience... I'm not just watching this time..!

[ public ]
Miii~ii! My friend Rena has come to Mayfield nano desu! Everyone please be very nice to her because she is very very nice too!

I know I talked about starting a Games Club earlier and never got it done, but now that Rena is here I think I'll try again! If we have a games club in Mayfield then everyone can be very "ni ni SMILE" happy and we can calm down a bit! It is not good for everyone to always be very sad and stressed! You won't think straight that way!

Would anyone want to join?

And Rena, how are you? Are you settling in good? If you need anything then let me know... nyao.

[ Filtered to Hanyuu ]
What should we do? I was only okay with being here because they wouldn't be here to suffer this time! Hanyuu, this isn't supposed to happen! Rena is not supposed to be here!

mii~ii! I'm still planning to have a big "Make Mayfield Super Pretty" party nano desu! So if anyone else wants to come then please let me know! It'll be a lot of fun! We can plant flowers and stuff~!

Asura, Asura! I want to put on a concert for you! I've been practicing really really hard with the recorder I borrowed from school! "Tweet tweet", music is fun nano desu! I wrote a song just for you too! Because you're my best friend.
Want to come over and hear me play it for you?

[ filtered to Asura ]
Be grateful. I'm humoring you. Because don't real Gods usually have songs written about them?

[ Neighbors may have heard some obnoxiously loud squeaks from Rika's house lately. She's been practicing very hard to play a very painful song. ]

( Private - Hackable )

mii~. I had fun the other day nano desu! I planted flowers with Mr. Kanda! And I got to make a new friend! nyao~. Planting flowers was really fun too nano desu! I wonder if I can do that again? I could decorate ALL of Mayfield with really really pretty flowers and make it look really really nice! Would anyone want to help me nano desu? I don't know how to get enough pretty flowers though... But I want to try! It could be a lot of fun too~! Nipa~h!!!

[ No, Rika has not been brainwashed. She's testing her new tactic. ]

[private , hackable]
Finally, I found Hanyuu. I was beginning to wonder if she'd ever get here. I do sometimes lose track of her when we arrive in a new world, but I've never lost her for quite this long. Now that she's here maybe... No, we can't try yet. Her powers are gone, so we can't try to get home... and in order to use them I would need to...
tsu~n. I've done it before to exit a stage I didn't like... but no. I won't resort to that yet.
And Hanyuu's powers aren't the only things she's lost... She's lost her horns... And she's visible. I've never been a world where people could see Hanyuu before. I wonder if our link will be able to come back? I could use a pick-me-up. It'd be nice to drink some wine in her company.

Oh well... For now, all we can do is wait... And enjoy what we have.  For Hanyuu to be able to live a life without her horns... I almost wonder if I should be thankful to this place for giving her such a chance.  The kakera that Mayfield has thrown our way are very different. This has not only shattered the XYZ rule, but many other rules I never bothered to set in stone. Hanyuu's regular pattern of existence, which I never thought too deeply about, has also been thrown aside and rewritten. I wonder what other sorts of surprises I should expect from this place?
Entertain me.
[/private]

mii~ii! Hanyuu! How are you settling in? Have you made many new friends yet? [filtered away from drones] What is your new family like? The families here are a bit different from what my mother and father are like, aren't they?  I hope your family is as kind as mine. [/filter]

mii~iii!!! The food is back nano desu! I hope that everyone can eat a lot and get "furu furu" Full! Thank you to everyone who helped cheer me up too, sir! I am all better and happy thanks to you!

[ Filtered to her Family ]
An especially big big BIG thank you to my "mama" and "papa", nano desu! mii. Maya, can I start making breakfast from now on? I feel bad for not pulling by weight around the house... I can try to do the cleaning on Sundays too, if you want! Would that be okay?
[/Filtered]

nyao. But I hope we don't have to get hungry like that again. I did not like it at all. Nope nope, not at all, sir.  And I hope that no one got too desperate for food and did something they regret... Kitties should not hurt other kitties so they can stop be hungry, sir.  But I'm sure all of the "nya nya" neko-san here are very well behaved...

But I don't think the kitties here should sneak into places anymore. I know they all want to go home to their families, but they should be more careful nano desu. Doesn't everyone agree?

[ Filtered to Asura ]
Except for one bad "nya nya" neko-san. I'm sure having the food back means nothing to you since "Gods" don't get hungry, right? And do your remember the "game" that we discussed when  first arrived here? To see which would happen first, me getting home or you becoming "Godly"? I would like to adjust it. I will not be leaving you here to play "God" until everyone else is home.  Then you can play your games all by yourself. Understand? If you're going to play out your delusions then do it by yourself. Bad children do not get to play games with the class. They sit in time out. You are a bad child. Bad bad nano desu~! Nipa~h!!!✩

mii... I'm really really hungry nano desu... My stomach won't stop going "growl growl" and it hurts very much... I want food very badly nano desu... I guess we can't play Games Club games like this... miii...

and...
Is it true that people are resorting to... killing? mii... That's scary... I hope that everyone will be okay. I wish people could realize that that will not solve anything... myao... I'm scared.

[ private, but hackable ]
So this is all it takes? I'm not stranger to people being driven to murder... but back then, there was always something to be gained other than food.  I suppose this just proves how truly selfish we humans can be...The kakera of this world are a real mess...
I cannot let that happen. There are people here working hard for a better future, but I've done nothing but sit and watch... But this time...!!!
I will not stand and watch anymore.

mii~ii. It seems things are calming down again. I know this situation is really tough and miserable, but I don't think we should focus on the bad stuff -nano desu. I think we should try to have some fun every once and a while...

So I was thinking that we should start a Games Club! We'd just meet up once a week and play games and have fun and smile! Nipa~h! What does everyone think? Would anyone join? Or is it just a silly idea...? mii...

mii. Everyone has been saying that the milkman brought bad bad stuff, so I didn't touch it. I hope no one got very sick from it nano desu...

But that's not good. If we can't even trust the food nano desu... It's really scary. I'm getting really scared!

[ private , hackable ]
tsu~n. So, that's the card that this town is going to play? First you surround us with your strange pieces and choke off all our good moves, but now this? It'd bad enough that we can't put this fate in "checkmate" because we don't even know where to start; we've yet to locate the king on this chessboard and we all merely pawns anyways, stripped of our ability to make complicated moves. This match is starting to look quite one-sided.

But I won't sit and do nothing.  You want to play a game with my Fate? Then I'll play too. If I don't know the rules I will learn them. I won't lose.
[/ private ]